Tuesday, February 12, 2013

I'm Not Okay.

Assalamualaikum,

Its been a while yah? As far as I'm concern, life is hitting me pretty hard right now. Problem and issues come one after another. Is it me that done something bad or this is just how life goes?

"There are things that are meant to be kept among us"

Frankly speaking, i don't know how much longer i could hold this thing in. Trying to pretend that nothing's going on. Putting a fake smile in front of everybody else. I really want to talk or to share this with someone,
but i just can't. I can't share. Even if I wanted to.

Life is not the same anymore. It's true they say, money do blinds humanity. It blinds manners too. When being the one on the right side is more important than embracing each other's company, it destroys. It destroys not only you. But the relationships around you.

Maybe i should step up and end this. But this matter is not in my range of power to decide. People told me to not to care and let it be. But being in this situation everyday, makes me wants to disappear. Maybe that'll give me the peace and freedom I've been longing for. Maybe. Just maybe.