Advanced letter.
Remember the night you asked me why do i have to go? and my reply was simple. "Why not?" then you sighed and kept on going about me leaving everything. I'm going away. Lama. Bertahun. Complete distance between us. Some days i'll call. Some days i wont.
That got me smiling. This is my reply. Would you rather think about all the things you could have done while i stayed here with you? i don't want us to be disconnected. For the time being, i'm not going anywhere, and so are you. And both of us know that. Isn't that enough?
If you ever felt that it is not for me. Just know that you're the guy i am in love with. On so many different levels. After few years, I'll come back different. Maybe tanned, I'd probably have a different haircut, read a few good books and surely lost few kilos while missing you.
And that time, i'll be looking foward to the smile you always have on your face. Then we'll have our favorite forehead kisses just like the ones we had before i go.
