I hate to be doing this but you break me too much I start to stay broken.
It will always start with an excuse. Once a week maybe, and then once every few days of how you are drowning in your surroundings that I need to stay outside the circle. Stay here until you are done with everything else, until you decided you wanted me there, in your circle of surrounding.
Then it will become a habit. A habit you will never find a way to suppress, not when you are with the girl before me, nor when you are with me and you will not be able to when the girl after me comes. They, the other two, would now cry their eyes out every night to sleep thinking they are not good enough to be treated the way they should but not me, I won't let myself be that girl. Don't get me wrong I did cry myself to sleep when it first happen, the fifth time i was mad but on the tenth time I feel nothing. I begin to realise there is no point fighting alone in a battle you will always sacrifice.
Up to a point later it will become a reason, to give up, to get mad, to fight
...and to leave.
It will always start with an excuse. Once a week maybe, and then once every few days of how you are drowning in your surroundings that I need to stay outside the circle. Stay here until you are done with everything else, until you decided you wanted me there, in your circle of surrounding.
Then it will become a habit. A habit you will never find a way to suppress, not when you are with the girl before me, nor when you are with me and you will not be able to when the girl after me comes. They, the other two, would now cry their eyes out every night to sleep thinking they are not good enough to be treated the way they should but not me, I won't let myself be that girl. Don't get me wrong I did cry myself to sleep when it first happen, the fifth time i was mad but on the tenth time I feel nothing. I begin to realise there is no point fighting alone in a battle you will always sacrifice.
Up to a point later it will become a reason, to give up, to get mad, to fight
...and to leave.
